Last night I had a dream, dark but beautiful.
I was swimming on a very light colored pool with dark black spot on the edges
then I met this man, he sits down with me and talk softly to me...
Not much, but enough to make me wonder and curious.
The words are " Ecclesiastes 1:5".
He said it like it wasn't from the bible...but I know and I'm sure it is

I didn't get a chance to look what's in that verse...so I asked a friend to look it up for me.
and this is it.

"The sun also ariseth and the sun also goeth down and hasteth to his place where he rose".

So then I asked a few friends what it would mean for me. I knew that it gave me courage.

One particular friend said that maybe it's an invitation, an opportunity for a renewal, that everyday from sunrise to sunset we should long for His presence. Maybe it means that I have to stop to look in the wrong places for satisfaction...everything is in Him.

I am a person still full of regrets, still finding a way to forgive myself, still searching for love.
If I want to know how to find love, I don't need to...it's in Him.
If I want to know how to forgive myself, I don't need to..it's in Him.
even the sun returns to Him.

Thank you dear friend for reminding me... Thank you God for your presence.

Thank you for all of you who reads this notes and hopefully brings joy or maybe even tears.

I am happy and I love you all. ♥